just to show that i'm worth it.
Whoo hoo!
Monday, November 1, 2010 @ 7:17 AM
Back to blogging! i'm botak now rofl!
Love -Jonjon
happy happy birthday..lonely lonely birthday..
Wednesday, June 30, 2010 @ 8:33 AM
Its a once in a year thingy..somehow i expected something to be more different well i'm in my twenties already ._. so yeah..but guess i think too much..simplier will do i guess lol..
Its 20 more mins to my birthday..i just wish that a miracle will happen..thats all i ask for this year's present..for the others..=x don siam!I wan my presents =x..
Been in the force for 1 year going to 7 months ler..Still trying to hold on..
Had a drink just now at chom pang mess..An event occured there too..Got myself a headphone lol =x..don ask me how i get it lol!
Lastly..i just hope that u are happy..thats all i ask for..mayb its just a one sided love..but all i can say is ilu..
Love -Jonjon
Forcing wont go anywhere..
Saturday, June 26, 2010 @ 9:00 AM
U once told me i'm too fast..i tried to slow down..guess at the end its still the same..
This afternoon i got pissed off by a person..u should know urself..When u're bored then u come text me?who am i to u?a dog?just get lost if u are treating me like this or whatever..and U miss ur ex then go text him la..still text me for what..i don wanna see u seriously..u just make me feel disgusted..
After a week or so..i've been talking about it..well..i guess its time for me to just step outta my dreams and wake up..i thought that loving a person could be so simple..
but its just so complex,complicated..Idk what i should do now..just let nature take its course i guess..
4 more days to my birthday!An unforgettable 20th birthday for me..Hopefully i can spend the days with my friends,family,and the special one.=)
And remember my presents!!! :D
Love -Jonjon
Does it really matters now?
Wednesday, June 23, 2010 @ 9:12 AM
Nothing much to post..just dunno what's gonna happen..FML :D..I guess i should change to a heartless person..
Love -Jonjon
should i should i not?
Tuesday, June 22, 2010 @ 7:00 AM
apparrently i just feel that the distance between us is getting further and further..all i wan is to be close to u and always be the one cheering on u..but things arent going right..
hopefully u will understand what i'm trying to say..
Love -Jonjon
can anyone just understand me for a moment..
Sunday, June 20, 2010 @ 4:21 AM
I just don understand..because i just didnt reply a msg and i got scolded?what is going on??
I asked u to ask jeremy but did u?u don even know anything and u just scold me??
Its not i don wanna answer,i'm too tired to reply ur questions to me..really..
FYI..Did u know what time we slept?u know we were supposed to sleep and sheryl went missing we have to go and search for her?U just don understand anything..
Ytd was my first day i shouted at a girl after a long time..i'm sorry,i'm undergoing changing..just trying to be the best guy too..so just wait for me alright..hope i wont disappoint u..And,i dunno what i may say so u wont be angry anymore..But i just wanna take care of u and just be there for u..thanks for listening to me..but guess that things arent working out our way..well leave it to fate..i'm already tired..time for me to retire already..
All i wanna do is to hear ur troubles,make u happy,console when u're sad and be there for u everytime u need me..When u're sick i'm so worried and concern about u..and this is how u treat urself..No matter what i've said what i need to say..wanna do it anot its up to u..i've listen to u,i wanna change for the better and for u..and u use ur sacarstic talk on me..what can i say?i'm not tired as in those tired..i'm tired of how u always talk to me so scarastic when i never do anything wrong now.
Love -Jonjon
hahaha...what a joke..
Monday, June 14, 2010 @ 9:17 AM
Forget it..i'm officially closed all my feelings,emotions to myself and myself only..if anybody don like the way i am right now just fuck off from me..thanks
PS:when somebody try so fucking hard to know what u're going through and this is what that somebody get..thanks for it..appreciated it..just care about urself..u don need to care for the somebody..seriously just get on with all ur friends and whatever..u don need the somebody..and the somebody just blindly do what he can as a person for u..since everything its like u said..that person will now just be the old him and will not care about how others feel anymore.
And finally thanks..=) i will not be the same anymore
Love -Jonjon
